It’s been over 5 years since I tapped into my psychic abilities, so it’s nice to go back and look at the beginnings of the journey. If you are interested in – or just starting to – embrace your own skills, this might help you with perspective.
You can read My Story to learn about why I started on this path. What really got me started was a mentor who encouraged me to start learning these skills. She pointed me to a couple online courses to take, and then I eventually did a few live group courses.
When I was just learning, I would get flashes of visuals, sometimes would hear voices, or have a deep knowing. It wasn’t crystal clear. And I was terrified because I had grown up (and currently lived in) a haunted house. I had to come to terms with the desire to embrace these skills, though, and realized that the curiosity outweighed the fear. That was when I declared to Spirit that I was ready. My skills continue to grow, even to this day.
Below I’ll share my journal entries as I was getting started on this path (not knowing it would one day be my job!). I am very happy I had a mentor in the beginning, too, which helped me understand what I was experiencing.
If you’re interested in tapping into your own skills, there are a few options for you.
Get the Fill Yourself from Empty meditation. You’ll meet your inner child and see your animal spirit guardian. If you can do that, you definitely have the skills.
Next, try out the Life Path course to meet your spirit guides and learn how to safely use your skills with beautiful guided meditations.
Or bypass all of that and contact me to do 1:1 on Clairvoyant Coaching. I’ve helped dozens of people not only connect with guides, but also heal some things that have been holding them back.
Okay now let’s get into my journal entries. I’m not translating word for word from my crazy handwriting, but I will summarize each. I blocked out the parts that had nothing to do with spirit guides.
In February of 2020, I spoke with my mentor, Stacy, who encouraged me to take an online course to learn how to connect with Spirit Guides and Angels. She originally taught me to meditate in 2018. When I spoke with her about the visions I was having during my meditations, she told me that she had similar experiences and that I might have psychic abilities.
March 1, 2020 – This was my first entry after I met my Spirit Guides. I realized when I felt strange energies around me, it was often my spirit guides, NOT ghosts as I had suspected. After a meditation with my guides, I found a handprint on my skin that wasn’t mine, and Stacy thought it was a spirit guide giving me physical evidence that they were with me (that hasn’t happened since, by the way). I also had visions of a future event and starting to play my old violin again.
April 15, 2020 – I had been asking about purpose and my path. At the time, the job I was doing seemed to be the correct thing for me, based on the information I was getting from my guides.
July 27, 2020 – I started connecting with my chakras in 2021 and learned valuable messages from them about my feelings, obstacles, and physical symptoms. This process came to me intuitively, but it’s been one of the most healing processes in my tool chest. It’s also one of the techniques I teach my clients.
July 29, 2021 – A vision of a ship that was carrying me through hardship. I had a difficult time with loneliness during the pandemic and it was helpful to get this message.
August 9, 2021 – My friend, Jen, passed away suddenly and I had a difficult time with it. I went into a meditation about a week after I learned the news, and she was there to greet me and give me messages. Being able to speak with her and know she was with me often those first couple years really helped me with closure and feeling supported. She even gave me ideas for certain events I hosted that did well.
September 2019 – I put this in because it was before I knew how to speak with spirit guides. I had a vision during meditation and the imagery of an octopus showed up. At that time in my life, I was SO busy with volunteering and other people’s stuff. This vision put me into action and helped me set the intention to remove things in my life that weren’t in my purpose.
October 25, 2025 – Okay, this is an entry from this year, but I want to show you that I ask Spirit Guides with help for my business all the time. This specific question is about changing my job title from Reiki Master and Clairvoyant Coach. They gave me “Energy Healing Guide” and that’s what I stuck with.
Any questions? Send me a message! Hope this gives you some inspiration for your own life and path. Ready to test your skills? Try out the Fill Yourself from Empty meditation below.
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