Struggles with Fears of the Unknown

I have a confession to make. 

The last few months, I was really anxious about the next season of my life. I knew what the next steps were because I was getting messages from spirit, my good friend was having dreams about my path forward, and I was becoming increasingly miserable in my situation.

But I was terrified to make the leap. I couldn’t get past the fear of the unknown and that my life would be changing so drastically. 

To quell my fears, I kept procrastinating and digging my heels in. Until finally, I couldn’t take emotional chaos anymore and I said, “Okay fine. Let’s do it. Let’s set a date and get the hell out of here.”

So, we did. We moved out of our house….

…into a camper.

Yup. I can’t believe it either.

Our first trip with the camper in May to Rifle Gap State Park

What the heck were we thinking?

Moving into a camper was the last thing I wanted to do, really. 

I love having space and my things and a yard. But I was getting hammered, over and over again, with the messages that we HAD to move into this camper. 

The messages were clear that our life was stalling out because we were stuck in a house that we had to let go. And in turn, stuck in a life that had stopped working for us.

Now that we’ve been in here a couple weeks, I’m realizing this camper is kind of like a nice, small apartment. I’m enjoying it more than I thought and it’s nice to not be weighed down by stuff. Or a lease. We like to travel and we may end up finding somewhere new to put down our roots. The sky is the limit at this point.

But for now, we are still in Eagle County. I still do in person and remote Reiki, house clearings, and 1:1 mentorship. And will continue to do so into the future.  

I’ve joked that I sound like I am having an early midlife crisis. “I’m living in a camper, I’m a psychic medium/energy healer, and have a podcast about ghosts.” Sheesh. Saying it out loud, it sure sounds like I’ve gone off the deep end.

BUT it’s actually not a crisis. 

It’s an alignment with my life path. Now that I’m not resisting the changes, I’m more ready for wherever it takes me next. I’m excited, motivated, and feeling like myself again. So much less stress, too!!

If you’ve been feeling a fear of the unknown, resisting the change you know you need to make, I see you! And luckily for you, I recorded a meditation this week to help.

Meditation: For Letting Go of Fear of the Unknown 

(Energy Healing & Spirit Guidance) – 28 minutes

Change is coming, but you are scared to take the next steps. In less than 30 minutes, you’ll be guided to connect with your spirit guides to release and heal your fears. This will help you align with the life that’s waiting for you.

To get the ad-free, uninterrupted meditation, join my Patreon membership for free. You’ll also access several other meditations when you sign up. (You don’t need the app. You can also listen on your computer.)

If you do the meditation, please email me back to tell me how it went and if it benefited you. I had some impactful messages even as I walked through it before recording, so I would love to hear about your experiences as well.

Until next time!